I can't sleep anymore, I mean I do sleep, for like 2-3 hour periods. Sometimes I wake up because of uncomfortableness(don't know if thats a word), or to pee, or just because I'm not tired anymore just to fall asleep ten mins later because of how fucking tired I am!
I wake up thinking I might have bruises cuz of how hard he is kicking, which is pretty cool cuz then I could be like "LOOK WHAT MY BABY CAN DO!" but it hurtsss.
I have dreams that Junior comes out too big, or way too small, that people want to dress him in purple, you know little nightmares.
I don't know how to end this post.
I think I am just going to end it.
okay I'm done.